| One last time.... |
[May. 16th, 2005|10:10 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  chipper, considering | ] |
| [ | music |
| | none, at this moment... | ] |
hmm...sorry about the pic above, I know it could be considered a cheap jab at our past, but IT IS a beautiful picture...it brings back a lot of memories...just heard some interesting news...that you may have gone in and dropped the protection order against me on Friday, or tried to...or something to that effect...I could not understand my lawyer too well...I just know it was just odd news to hear on Monday night, right before you leave...I don't even know if it is true or not...could just be another fabrication someone else made up that I WANT to believe...if so, then I hope you have forgiven me...or ar at least considering it...but maybe you had your own reasons to do it (financial, etc. - who knows?)...I miss you, and will continue to wonder about you (if this is truly it, finito)...it's so weird, I wonder what would have happened if we had held out until now? I get the financial aid, dive headfirst into school, quit Lowe's, get some slacky job closer to the University, have the chance to concentrate on writing and art...not worry so much about the future...probably get along with you much better...but that's what might have been, and it does no good to go over 'should have's' now...just know that my hand will always be held out for you to grab onto...well, here is some information, so you know where to find it, and so you know where to find me, or contact me if you are feeling down, or want to talk to the one person you know you can tell anything - I would be happy to listen to you gripe me out, as I probably deserve it....
Zachariah Marcyniuk
825 N. Leverett Avenue Apt. #1
Fayetteville, AR 72701
(479) 530-7434
(479) 839-8390
(479) 587-9000 (for now!hah!)
takatak777@hotmail.com
zmarcyn@uark.edu
takatak777 on deviantart.com (there'll be more on there now that I have time) and friendster
soooo...no pipe bombs please! e-mail when you're ready to (if you ever are)...or get a PO box and write me a letter sometime (PO boxes don't have return addresses, if that makes you feel better)...you know I'll write you back...so there it is, I gotta run off now and socialize...again, take care of yourself, bonita...I hope one day soon you will forgive me and let me have another chance to make you smile...and remember that I will always have a spot in my heart just for you...love ya, adios...Z. |
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